Greetings from Seton Hospital. I am still here and truly making the most of it. I have moved into a suite, so I have a bedroom that connects to a lounge area with a couch and side table with a lamp, a desk with a chair which is where I am typing from and a window and a TV. I feel like the Jeffersons…moving on up!
I will be here as long as my little JP drain continues to drain infected matter out of me. Better out than in right? I can be patient because I DO NOT want to come back here for this issue. Dr. Bagwell has been pretty clear that he could send me home with the drain but chances are, things could go awry and I could end up back here which would be a set-back. I am NOT into any more set-backs.
I have settled into a rhythm here at the hospital. After a night of changing sheets and gowns a few times due to cold sweats, I get up and shower, get dressed and then get hooked up for my morning 4 hour infusion of Zosyn antibiotic. Some beautiful friend or Becca brings me a smoothie or juice from Juiceland for breakfast. I spend the morning getting things done on the computer, I ordered a trampoline for the kids, something Charles and I have been talking about and decided now is the time! Jumping is not only super fun for the kids but also really good for one’s lymph system. So neighborhood and local Moms, Dads and friends, once it arrives, we expect you to come jump – we will have a bin full of maxi-pads for you ladies that trickle when you jump…(oh don’t act like you don’t know what I’m talking about). A side note in case you haven’t heard this legendary Bruce Family tale… When Becca and I were kids we got an Olympic sized trampoline for Christmas one year. Mom bought it from a gymnastics organization that was going under. We grew up in Philadelphia so winter meant cold, snowy weather. Who wants to jump in the snow? Not the Bruce girls. We grew up in a beautiful house that was built in 1859 and built for the times – meaning a big house with an elevator, servants quarters and all the formalities of an estate fit for a wealthy family in the 1800’s. What this meant for us was that the ceilings on our first floor were very high – I think 14 feet or more. And we had ample space. Space enough to devote the “Sun room” as the winter home for our trampoline. Becca and I even had trampoline lessons there where we perfected front and back flips and aerials. No net, and glass floor to ceiling french doors on two of the three walls that surrounded the trampoline.
Here is the Sun-room – it used to be a beautiful peach color – this photo is from when the house was last up for sale a year or so ago. You get the idea though.
This post has been dragging on…I started it on the 13th and it’s now the 15th. Dr. Bagwell decided to spring me from the hospital yesterday despite the drain still doing it’s thing. He figured I could handle doing the drain at home (flushing it and keeping track of the output). I now take the IV antibiotic every 8 hours through my port. The infusion time is 30 minutes. It’s a bit of a hassle but doable. Today I went to a conference downtown and had to do my infusion in the bathroom. The medicine comes in a little ball that deflates slowly while attached to my port by a little tube. I put the little medicine ball in my bra between the girls and nobody was the wiser as I sat through the luncheon. (Thanks Irma for the idea!). Hiding a drain and an IV isn’t easy but if you wear the right outfit, it can be done. I think I will need to invest in a few more billowy shirts.
I am so happy to be home, having dinner with my family, listening to my two cats hiss at each other (that’s what I’m listening to now), taking the kids to school, walking around my neighborhood with my sister, reading to Char, helping Phin with homework and waking up next to Charles. Thank you for the flowers and the meals at the hospital and the visits in the hospital and the rides for our kids and all the ways you’ve cared for us yet again. I will be on the IV drugs until Nov 13 and I don’t know when the drain will come out. I can’t start chemo until the infection is all clear. I am hoping I will be on the IV drugs less than the 6 weeks total that’s planned but I probably shouldn’t count on that. I’m almost 2 weeks into that 6 weeks.
In the meantime I will meet on Tuesday with the doctor that will be working with Dr. LaValley on my anti-cancer protocol. As soon as I get established with this doctor then I can start taking the supplements and any other medications Dr. LaValley decides on. I’m anxious to get started.
Charlotte wrote me this poem and gave it to me in the hospital, I love it. It’s all so true.
Time to do the IV drugs.
Nite, Nite,
xoxo